Back in action

Hello out there -

sorry it has been so long since I have written - I guess loosing my anonymity and then writing my book took away from the fun of the blog, but it is about time I took it back up. Things are pretty crazy right now and I am trying to hold it together. Financially, I am beginning to face the reality of my imperfect lifestyle and as much as I think I have been sacrificing over the past year and a half - I am going to have to cut out even more - which really stinks. I am trying to weigh the weather and topography of California with the comfort of having a stable base on the east coast and whether or not I should stick around. I am just not sure I want to start all over again. I am also not sure I want to be so far away. This time I am going to think about it for a while - try to get my finances settled - try to figure out what I am going to do about my living situation and how I am going to be able to part with all of my beautiful furniture - even though in the end it is just stuff.

On a lighter note - Saturday night I had the end of the season kickball party. We were supposed to get on a bus and go on a bar crawl, but the bus didn't show up for almost two hours - so we all stood on the corner and drank. I decided to down an entire bottle of champagne almost by myself and then we had more to drink on the bus. It wasn't pretty. I don't remember too much - although I know I kissed two different boys - who are both playing on the team we play tonight. OOPS. What was I thinking. It got very awkard at the end of the night when they both jumped into the cab with me. I jumped out and ran to my car - I did not play that very well at all. So now I need to brave the traffic and head home to change for kickball. Tomorrow is another long day at school and I am hoping to get things settled before I go home for Thanksgiving.

Thank you to everyone that showed up at the shiva house for my grandmother. I really appreciate it.

Lots of love,

Nana