Clean from the inside out!

Como Vay! That's protugeuse for what's up yo!

I have so much to share. As you might have read over the course of the year - I have been struggling to find my center - and my purpose here in good ol LA LA land. While on this journey I have met some strange folksies and have finally stood up for my sanity and kicked Cracky #1 to the curb. I know some of you are thinking, yeah right, we are going to read another post where you make up and hang out at Runyan, but no. We are not in a fight. That Friday night dinner I had, while lovely and fun was the last straw. She pulled me onto the porch and told me that she wasn't having any fun at the party and essentially it was all my fault beacuse I had an agenda (getting into this njb/manwhore's pants.) I told her that my only agenda was for everyone to have a nice time and she went off on me telling me what a horrible person I was and what a looser I was - how I was never going to do anything with my life etc... We had a very intense discussion about who we were as friends and people. I decided right then and there that we were just too different froom the core on up to be friends anymore and that I had no reason to listen to her bullshit drivel anymore! So I wrote her an email thanking her for the goodtimes and telling her that I wasn't sure that I could be friends with anyone so cruel. She told #2 that I broke her heart and was sobbing for a few days (she told me her mother had a heart attack when she really didn't and was attacking me for not running to her when I found out.) Really I don't care anymore because I feel much better without her in my life - like I am finally free to be myself and it is a beautiful thing.

I have been doing a lot of reading on the Macrobiotic way of life and it makes so much sense to me - especially in light of all my other spiritual pursuits so today is day three of no dairy - no sugar and I feel great! Wait a few months and I am going to be so clean, dirt wont even stick as I walk by.

This past weekend was fantastic. The girls and I went to the Hollywood Forever cemetary to watch Rebel Without A CAuse. It was so fun. There were almost 5,000 peeps there all chilling out, drinking wine and laughing at the homoerotic undertones that riffle their way through the film. Then Sunday Aimee and I went to this BRazil fest thing at the Ford - which is this tiny little Ampitheatre int he hollywood hills. The place was packed with authentic Brasilians and they were all so happy and free and damn damn sexay - people were dancing in the ailes and on stage as well. Aimee pulled a dead head move and we snuck on stage and samba'd till it hurt - really. I was giddy from all the dancing and so want to travel to Brazil and feel all that giddy freedom first hand. As much as I love being Jewish - I hate that we come with all these neuroses about our bodies and sex.

Only 6 more weeks to go at the Agency. Yesterday an X-xfile came in trying to look 20 years younger - it was a bit uncomfortable. I think he got hair extensions or something. Nice guy though. Don't think he got the job - they don't want to pay much for the spot. Planning a girls weekend in San Fran for the end of July...that is something to look forward to. In the meantime I am enjoying eating healthy and standing up for myself.

Lots of love from LA - nana