I want to thank you for letting me be myself....

Sly and the Family Stone is playing this coming Saturday. If this were 1978 or even 1986 I might go, but this being 2007 - I am afraid it is going to be sly's postropedic, too much crack I'm hiding backstage and the family stoned. Anyway I wanted to write something positive, but lasts night's lack of sleep has got me all kinds of goofy. I was up till 3AM last night reading old journals plotting the love life of one of my old friends who broke my heart and then perused my two best friends...yet I still love them all - I'm a fucking saint. Anyway life is looking up - I have two interviews at temp agencies this week - which doesn't mean shit, but it does mean that I can give notice and leave my job. This is scary, but opens up countless opportunities for me which I am looking forward to. I just love those long computer tests that temp agencies give you - so fun! Went to a cool sushi bar tonight where everything is $2.50 and it comes out on a conveyor belt....and it tastes good too - you just have to drive to the Valley. Very excited about the Buffalo/NYC/DC infusion this weekend. With all of the career/job crisis happening - it is hard to think about it and genuinely feel the excitement - but it is there - deep down inside. I was shocked this morning when I looked in the mirror and noticed I am just as fat and jiggly as I was before I started kicking butt with my trainer...guess those Russian Peasant genes take a little longer to kick start when you are over a certain age. I can't give up on it though - I read an article today that said the key to weight loss was being nice to yourself. Those that know me very well now have your explanation as to why I look the way I do :) he he. SO things are loking up and I want to thank my fans for being so g-d damned supportive and amazing. I really am so blessed - did I say that already? I am going to get myself some sleep.

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