Whew!

OK - for those of you who are following along on my saga.....here it is. Yesterday I tried to be sneaky and get out of the office to sign up at a temp agency. While there and taking the stupid computer test - I started to bawl - the lady called me Bubellah and told me she was my mishbucha...! Anyway I ran out of there after 2.5 hours to go back to work, got stuck in traffic on Wilshire for an hour bawling the whole way back knowing that I was in for it and had to tell my boss - since my eyes were red and puffy and my lack of sleep over the past week had created these amazingly deep black circles under my eyes- not a pretty sight. When I got back to the house she was there and we talked. I cried, she cried - we hugged. She asked me why I didn't tell her earlier that I was miserable and then she told me that she would helo me find a new job, just like she promised. She even gave me feedback on my resume!!!!! So.....yes I am going to be unemployed or underemployed for a while - but she wants to keep me on as assoc. Producer on some of the projects that I feek connected to. It is all good. Next week I am signing up with three different temp agencies so I am sure to get some kind of money coming in while I look for a position that suits me a bit more than this one did. I really like my newly retooled res - thanks boss and am now ready to kick it with my homies this weekend - or should I say tomorrow night!!!!!

Fun is coming back: last night my trainer asked me to join him on a few adventures - a small triatholon - which I would do but I am going to be in FLA - a trip to a lesbian bar - because he likes to date lesbians (er I call them Bi) and next tues we are going to this place in Burbank for Porn Star Kareoke...I cannot wait. More fodder.....

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