My chakras are clean!

OK - so my internet is finally working again after a week of not being able to blog when I really had so much to tell you guys. For some reason, my last blog put everyone into a panic - but honestly, after going back and reading it - I don't think it was that bad. Maybe that is just me. So I just had my DNA activated - don't ask too many questions, but know that I am doing something positive to help me get more positive. Something that is more comforting to me than therapy and in the meantime I am becomming a part of a smaller community in my neighborhood - I am not joining any kind of cult. These are things I have explored before on my own and now I have found a group of people who put all those curiosities into practice. I feel greeeat and I am on my way to becoming more grounded and positive. How can that be bad? Work this week was OK. The atmosphere is stifling and there is nothing that I can say that will make anyone understand how crazy it is there. I don't want to stay, but it is money (not that I have gotten a paycheck yet but technically it shoul dbe coming soon.) My landlord still is not giving me my mail which is soooo frustrating but I feel like since I am living on her property and she could kick me out at any point leaving me screwed - I have to keep my mouth shut. I got a client a job this week - at least almost a job which is very very exciting. Even though eh is only going to be making 472.00 - that is for an hour of work! How cool is that? I just have no interest in voice overs for car commericals.....whatever. I have two more weeks there as a temp if I want to stay, but then it is going to become harder to leave. The other agency offered me a permanent job, but it is in the commercial/Voice over dept. which means that I would be doing what I am doing now only I will be making less money, loose my office, and oh yeah - not really get to agent - I would be back to being someone's secretary. You may be wondering why I don't want to stay where I am??? It is important if you are going to be someone's bitch - to be a bitch to a person - in a company that is going to give you the connections to get you where you want to go eventually. The world I am working in with voice over is the wrong world and is a dead end for me - so when I would finally escape her evil clutches - I would have to either go somewhere else and do voice over or start alllllll over again at square one. As long as I am already at square one - I want to make sure I am on the right square. And that's that. I applied for a tutoring job this week - we'll see if I hear from the lady. I am going to give her a call tomorrow and see if I can't set something up. Hopefully now that I have my internet back I can do some job searches when I get home at night. The problem is that I don't get home until so late.

On a lighter note- I went to a rocks, paper, scissors tourney last night - it was hysterical. People went all out dressed up in costumes and there were real referees. This is an annual event, so if this has peaked any of your iterests, we can organize a trip back to the Echo next year - with a cool group-themed costume! You know I love my wigs.

This weekend I am volunteering at a Barak Obama fundraiser. It is the first time in my life that I have ever volunteered for a politician. I am a proud supporter from what I know of him. Is our country ready for a man like that to be president? Not likely. Is he a panacea to all of our national woes? Impossible for one man to be. BUT he is a fresh face in the political arena and he ain't no Jesse Jackson!

My friend is having a smurf themed b-day party next week. I cannot wait - you have to come dressed in blue. I helped her plan it before we went camping a few weeks ago, but I never thought she would actually go through with it - how fun. If anyone has any costume suggestion please let me know. I have been called the smurfette of the crew before but let's not go into details as to why. I think that is too obvious - I would like to go as a different smurf. Smurf on this folks: Which smurf do you think is most closely linked to your personality???? Are you a combo smurf? I think KDL is a young Papa smurf - always taking a looooooong time to get anywhere, but yet the guru on the mount. Just a thought.

Have a smurftastic Monday everyone.

Na-na