Pergatory

Good Morning...

Another lazy morning of avoiding cleaning my house and playing this silly video game that is on my phone and has me by the perverbial balls. I am planning on riding the peeler to the farmers market to get some fresh air and sunshine before I lock myself away to spend a good four hours cleaning my house since C is coming over tonight and noone should know that I live this way. Yesterday I was offered the position as a v/o agent. I know nothing about v/o except that I like cartoons and am slightly interested in the world of advertising. It is so scary because part of me feels that I am being set up for failure - but at the same time this woman is taking an incredible leap of faith putting a chunk of her business into my hands. Reading back through my last post - I see that I am confident that I can do it - and I am. IT is just going to be a tough learning curve and I am hoping that she will give me room to grow.

Cracky #1 and I went out last night and had a blast. She is so much fun when she isn't doing blow. We talked over everything and we are really friends now - although I think part if it is because # 2 has been blowing us both off because of her little euoro boy toy and I am her only other alternative (which isnt exactly true.) So we went to our favorite local haunt and I practiced my flirting. I met some really cute boys and got some excellent feedback. These are not peeps that are for the long haul, but you never know. The problem with the folks out here is that well, intellectualy - not so much - know what I mean? But at least that puts me in the top percentile!!!!

I felt exhausted and blah last night when I should have been ecstatic. Why am I not more excited? Possibly because it doesnt start for another two weeks and it I have to find some way to survive until then. This surviving thing really sucks. The sub exam is not until the middle of April so my calculations tell me that by the time I get my results back it will be the end of the school year. BUT at least I will have that under my belt just in case this v/o thing doesn't pan out. My life has taken some very strange turns lately. I feel like I am on a bad ride at Darien Lake. I want to come home and visit so badly. I have this fantasy of jetting in for the reunion and surprising everyone, but I know that it is an imposibility considering I am broke and am starting a new job that will not allow me to take time off.

Have a wonderful day - Happy Purim - booooooo Hamen! KDL - I am picturing you with your bald cap on and it still makes me giggle!!! Na-na